Filling in the Blank Spaces

I wrote a book

"These Are the Developments of the Human"

It’s strange

to have written a book and

then to be frozen in front

of saying something

about it

It can be measured:

it’s four-hundred-something pages.

And from a two-dimensional perspective,

it’s a few inches taller than

it is wide.

I won’t say anything

about its depth . . .

And

actually,

I’ve never been good

with measurements and numbers.

Many pages have more

blank space than

written words.

In fact,

I imagine

that the ratio of empty

to text is

quite high.

The text that there is

is all cut

cut up

into a broken kind

of poetry:

A broken poetry of Torah

I don’t know I was

thinking of

Gregory Corso

Lawrence Ferlinghetti

John Dos Passos

How would they read Torah

The Dust Brothers

DJ Shadow

What would they do with Torah

I originally —somewhere really at the very beginning— thought I could express all sorts of Torah thoughts in Twitter length packets of quanta —something like Hillel the Elder answering questions while a guy stands on one foot —but I very quickly realized that Hillel is much better with Twitter than I’ll ever be

So I cut up the Torah and the Talmud and the Tradition

into small pieces

quarks of Torah

Leptons of individual letters

and I threw them up into the air

and it all landed as

a pile of Torah potential

a probability cloud of Torah

a probability cloud of Judaism

and I stitched it all back together

I dispensed with

most grammatical convention

Thus far, I have described this work from the vantage of only one of its phases. But I also feel like, as with many texts, it can exist in a superposition of phases or states.

Relating now to this book as it exists in another phase, I see that it is a collection of notes from various chavrusas over the years. I had been thinking for some time that I should organize all these notes spanning more than a decade. When the Covid lockdowns began here in Detroit, I realized that I now had no excuse but to organize these notes. As I got into it, a few themes seemed to emerge. Principally, Jewish ideas around how we come to more fully actualize ourselves as human beings, how we individuate from our parents and the context into which we are born, how we might return home, and how we learn to live inside of uncertainty and vulnerability.

With this in mind, it also seemed appropriate to include some personal sketches of my time living in a remote Alaskan bush community, my life on the road as a touring musician / performance-philosopher, and my adventures traveling the oceans of the world on cargo ships, etc.

Anyway, I wrote the book for my kids.

I wanted to give them some kind of an account of where I have been on the road, on the derech, my derech, our derech . . . and I hope they will fill in the blank spaces on the pages with their own accounts . . .

And if you want a copy,

if you think this sounds worth your while

We’ll find a way to get one to you

And I hope you’ll enjoy it

And I hope you'll fill in the blank spaces

Thank you for your time and consideration